I’m guessing you don’t until you hear about the manic shit I’m doing.
Do I just want to be noticed?
No
I just have to be original and different for some reason.
I won’t be faceless and you don’t see it. or you do and hate it. doesn’t fucking matter I guess.
I’ve loved you all. Still do.
I’m trying to be good enough to have someone like one of you again. Motivation for self growth I couldn’t seem to grasp myself individually.
Fucking sucks but it was the only way it seems.
I want to cut.