An object that is in motion stays in motion. When gravity forces another object to collide with the object in motion, additional forces are applied, such as friction and air resistance, but since gravity is the driving force it pushes the object onto the one in motion which forces that to go from 0 velocity to something greater than 0. That can be a really big change in movement if the object is going fast enough.

What I’m trying to say is if I don’t slow down, no one will see what it is that I am trying to do to prove myself. It can all be faked. Proving sincerity has to come with experience and I don’t have the patience for experiences anymore. I just want answers and think I can avoid the meat of the subjects I drill into. Because of this, I can’t even keep people updated on what I’m doing, and I feel like I don’t have the time to stop and actually learn from the advice people are giving me.

Wow, writing really does help.

Also I’m just a bullet train with no destination and I can’t see more than five feet in front of me. I don’t even know who made the tracks, let alone know where they end.

It’s a simpler solution to jump off the train myself, and ignore the fact that I am the train.

Let’s pop some pills.