This self hatred and bipolar bullshit is getting annoying.
One of these days I’ll be better.
I swear it.
It’s all starting to fall together, or fall apart… I haven’t figured out that part yet.
Things have to get worse before they get better? I think that’s a bullshit statement but maybe it’s what I need to hear.
I’d like to thank all the people who have abandoned me and shown me that the true problem is really myself.