Lately I’ve been feeling an unending sadness while at work. Like any job, it has its own group of problem, but my issue was that I couldn’t focus with all of my life going on around me. I’m spending so much time trying to keep myself alive I forgot there are other people who depend on me to get my job done.
Then I had a problem of motivation. I felt hurt for the years of passion I spent in my field, and felt unappreciated.
If you are passionate about what you do, it’s important you keep doing it. I realized that the work I get paid for is for the better of humanity, and I’m ok with being a cog in the system, because I value the ideas behind the bigger picture, even if there are people that corrupt it into their own gain.
It is not my responsibility to ensure good morals of others, they must find that on their own.
I’m going to go back into work tomorrow with a new positivity. I’ll be motivated from my morals to do the work I’m there to do, knowing my work is an important part of a very complicated system.